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after 30 minutes trying to connect, im finally able to post

changed my blog to

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Money moves the world. That’s what some people say anyway. I personally dont believe that though. I do believe that its very important to keep the balance we have, to keep our family and a healthy lifestyle we need money. Money however, its not necessary for happiness, because if it was, there wouldn’t be so many poor people that live soooo happy. I think unhappy rich people are more common than happy rich one, nevertheless I still want to be rich. Paradoxical behavior some might call it. I want to be rich not to reach happiness, but because with that, I’ll be able to give people around me a safe lifestyle, without worrying about money and the stuff that comes with it. And not just my relatives or friends, helping our brothers, our human brothers I feel is my duty.

When I see on TV famous people that spend millions to get a car, house, electronics or even watch; it sickens me. It sickens me because some even say that they deserve to have all the money they’ve had, that they deserve to spend it however they like, because they’ve “suffered” for it. They think because they donate a couple hundred bucks each year to a foundation or a NGO, that they are “giving back” to the community. I say thats bull****. People in Africa, Asia, Latin America, Europe, and even the US are suffering; yet they dont get anything. Why? Because it is our DUTY to help them.

To help those that can’t help themselves, to help those that need just that little extra push, to help just by being by their side, that’s what we lucky people deserve. And I say “we” because I’m lucky to have been give then chance to go to the university when 99% of my countrymen can’t. I’m lucky that I have a roof over my head, when 1/3 of my country doesn’t. And this sad numbers aren’t only in my country. Its all around us, in whatever country we visit, there is poverty beyond measure. Enormous amounts of wealth in the hands of a few people, leaders manipulating the masses to wage war on others, to make themselves richer….

Thats why I thank God everyday for all that He has given me. And if you belive in God, you should thank him too. You should thank him because you, unlike so many people on this planet, can read this, can read so many things…. Be grateful for what you have, and share it with your brothers….

Gbu all \o/

I know alot of university posts recently but >.> well thats a big part of my life so bare with me…

This past few weeks I’ve noticed that most of my classmates are getting more lazy, maybe not lazy but, seems like they dont care anymore. Guess I’m not the exception since what i really want is to just end this. This past 4 years have been a learning experience, but I feel that some real experience is needed, get a taste of the so called “real world”. I guess, I really just want to see what im capable of, what can i accomplish and test my knowledge and skills. I want to see if all this effort gave its fruits.

I’m also a little scared, of this new load of responsibility coming my way, wonder if I’ll be able to keep up with it as well. So many uncertainties lie ahead, its hard to decide what I’ll do, but, I guess this is where God comes in. Where we lack He will cover. Even though the end of this road is coming, I’m calmer than most of my classmates. For one, I really don’t worry too much in general. Guess I have a blind faith in Providence x3

But recently I’ve been study more and more about religion, mainly mine but also other major religions and sects. What I’ve been learning has strengthened my beliefs. I wanted to replace that blind fate I acquired from my parents into some logical and structured knowledge. Wanted to be able to say, “Yeah, I’m a catholic, cause of this and this and this.”. Thats why i guess, I’ve been calm too, the comforgint feeling of the Truth, the peace that it gives, it can’t be compared to anything in this world.

There are still lots of uncertainties ahead. And I know I will fall at some point, I hope, that I have the strength to get up again, and keep fighting…

thanks for reading, Gbu all….

New blogs /o/

Just wanted to test.

THE END.

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Seriously tho, im glad they changed the crappy layout they had, now we talking since lots of more options :3 Aaaanyway… i wanna talk about happiness… Have i wrote about this already? I dont know… so I’ll just write D:
EVERYONE wants to be happy right? From bussiness ppl and hard workers to junkies and thiefs. Some try to find it in a less than a decent/legal way but they want to be happy in the end, who doesnt?

For me, it was feeling accepted… wanted to belong to something. Yeah i was in a volleyball team, but it wasnt enough. With not such good of a relationship back then with my folks I kept feeling out of place, that I didnt belong… With too much of a shame to actually become a “emo” or “dark” or “skater”… or any of those categories that people wanna belong to, I found refugee in my games and on the net.

I always liked seeing stuff where people struggled and finally found happiness, hoping that I would find it too. Never happened though. Once i thought happiness existed when you were in-love, and eventually that idea crashed with the hard truth. Love is only useful if the other loves you back.

Thanks God though, I found happiness. It didn’t lied in being in-love, it existed in loving and giving yourself to others. I wanted to help people, to help with their trouble, to help them be a little less sad. And thanks to this way of thinking, I found Ju… since then, truly happiness has been discovered (in my case anyway). Giving myself to her, and knowing that she is willing to do the same. That is my happiness, my joy. Daisy.

Thanks for reading
GBU /o/