Happiness /o/

September 19, 2008

New blogs /o/

Just wanted to test.

THE END.

>:D

Seriously tho, im glad they changed the crappy layout they had, now we talking since lots of more options :3 Aaaanyway… i wanna talk about happiness… Have i wrote about this already? I dont know… so I’ll just write D:
EVERYONE wants to be happy right? From bussiness ppl and hard workers to junkies and thiefs. Some try to find it in a less than a decent/legal way but they want to be happy in the end, who doesnt?

For me, it was feeling accepted… wanted to belong to something. Yeah i was in a volleyball team, but it wasnt enough. With not such good of a relationship back then with my folks I kept feeling out of place, that I didnt belong… With too much of a shame to actually become a “emo” or “dark” or “skater”… or any of those categories that people wanna belong to, I found refugee in my games and on the net.

I always liked seeing stuff where people struggled and finally found happiness, hoping that I would find it too. Never happened though. Once i thought happiness existed when you were in-love, and eventually that idea crashed with the hard truth. Love is only useful if the other loves you back.

Thanks God though, I found happiness. It didn’t lied in being in-love, it existed in loving and giving yourself to others. I wanted to help people, to help with their trouble, to help them be a little less sad. And thanks to this way of thinking, I found Ju… since then, truly happiness has been discovered (in my case anyway). Giving myself to her, and knowing that she is willing to do the same. That is my happiness, my joy. Daisy.

Thanks for reading :D
GBU /o/