Just for you

I know alot of university posts recently but >.> well thats a big part of my life so bare with me…

This past few weeks I’ve noticed that most of my classmates are getting more lazy, maybe not lazy but, seems like they dont care anymore. Guess I’m not the exception since what i really want is to just end this. This past 4 years have been a learning experience, but I feel that some real experience is needed, get a taste of the so called “real world”. I guess, I really just want to see what im capable of, what can i accomplish and test my knowledge and skills. I want to see if all this effort gave its fruits.

I’m also a little scared, of this new load of responsibility coming my way, wonder if I’ll be able to keep up with it as well. So many uncertainties lie ahead, its hard to decide what I’ll do, but, I guess this is where God comes in. Where we lack He will cover. Even though the end of this road is coming, I’m calmer than most of my classmates. For one, I really don’t worry too much in general. Guess I have a blind faith in Providence x3

But recently I’ve been study more and more about religion, mainly mine but also other major religions and sects. What I’ve been learning has strengthened my beliefs. I wanted to replace that blind fate I acquired from my parents into some logical and structured knowledge. Wanted to be able to say, “Yeah, I’m a catholic, cause of this and this and this.”. Thats why i guess, I’ve been calm too, the comforgint feeling of the Truth, the peace that it gives, it can’t be compared to anything in this world.

There are still lots of uncertainties ahead. And I know I will fall at some point, I hope, that I have the strength to get up again, and keep fighting…

thanks for reading, Gbu all….